True love has no residuals.
The shelter once provided,
Founded the home self soon built.
The fulfilling solace
Experienced in duo,
Revived the contentment
That could exist to know self...
To be alone with self.
The flickering flame
the won't die,
can't.
Our fires different as time travel
Still immerse in the same want...
...love.
For self,
another,
a past.
Lit from the igniting memories,
Sustained by fight.
There could never be need for regret.
What wasn't everlasting,
was ever lesson.
Take a torch
and create new shelter.
My love has your back.
<3 NT.
04/20/10
From the Life Doctor himself...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CX-wQlTSD9Y
The key to life is to love...to open our hearts- Noel ;-)
From Dr. Nesta himself:
"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."- Bob Marley
The key to life is to love...to open our hearts- Noel ;-)
From Dr. Nesta himself:
"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."- Bob Marley
Cotton... {a blog/short story/something ?}
Touch > Feel
Feel > Touch
Touch = Feel ??
All these years I've a hard time remembering the five human senses. I always count too many. Then I am told "feel" is not one. It's just touch. I've always thought that touching something and feeling a reciprocal energy from it were separate sensations. I could be wrong and the traditional senses could really just stop at see-smell-hear-taste-touch (?? I get it right this time ?? :-) lol). But whenever I hear the cotton commercial chanting "the touch. the feel", I begin my theories on their separateness yet again.
So I journeyed to touch things. Albeit quick, lingered, hard, or soft, I'm going to touch it. And you. And so I learned that there is a "feeling" with every touch. A change in texture, etcetera etcetera. But still: feel also stands alone, as a separate sense, in my opinion. I equated feel to connection. To a change in energy. To an emotion, which that it is, that is SENSED.
I say this because I did not understand this fully until I fell in...intimacy, I should say. Touching and wondering about your partner leaves room for the imagination to run. Room for detachment from the object that is Him/Her. But my fellow lovers, it is almost impossible to feel your partner and remain uninvolved. To remain a separate oneness. When you feel, and I mean feel...well it becomes a feeling you refuse to let go, let lessen, let be shared outside your connection. A feeling that is only meant to grow until it exhausts its potential. A feeling that is sensed harder than any traditional sense Man tries to sell us. So leave it to me and I'll tell: I've got six senses, my good love, and when I put that sixth one on you, you'll feel how it feels to fall in...intimacy, I should say.
*don't mind my wandering thoughts. just come with me*
;-) Noel.
4-10-10
Feel > Touch
Touch = Feel ??
All these years I've a hard time remembering the five human senses. I always count too many. Then I am told "feel" is not one. It's just touch. I've always thought that touching something and feeling a reciprocal energy from it were separate sensations. I could be wrong and the traditional senses could really just stop at see-smell-hear-taste-touch (?? I get it right this time ?? :-) lol). But whenever I hear the cotton commercial chanting "the touch. the feel", I begin my theories on their separateness yet again.
So I journeyed to touch things. Albeit quick, lingered, hard, or soft, I'm going to touch it. And you. And so I learned that there is a "feeling" with every touch. A change in texture, etcetera etcetera. But still: feel also stands alone, as a separate sense, in my opinion. I equated feel to connection. To a change in energy. To an emotion, which that it is, that is SENSED.
I say this because I did not understand this fully until I fell in...intimacy, I should say. Touching and wondering about your partner leaves room for the imagination to run. Room for detachment from the object that is Him/Her. But my fellow lovers, it is almost impossible to feel your partner and remain uninvolved. To remain a separate oneness. When you feel, and I mean feel...well it becomes a feeling you refuse to let go, let lessen, let be shared outside your connection. A feeling that is only meant to grow until it exhausts its potential. A feeling that is sensed harder than any traditional sense Man tries to sell us. So leave it to me and I'll tell: I've got six senses, my good love, and when I put that sixth one on you, you'll feel how it feels to fall in...intimacy, I should say.
*don't mind my wandering thoughts. just come with me*
;-) Noel.
4-10-10
The Chosen (reflections days later)
>> #listening to "The Chosen"- Me'Shell Ndegeocello & Company <<
When I touch myself
I see your reflection.
In an internal mirror
that prompts me to speak.
Instead I feel your full disclosure.
So I listen.
And hear your cries,
your worries...
most concerning,
I hear your excitement.
When I taste myself
I see your erection.
Risen in me
silencing spoken words of doubt,
of hesitancy.
Til I feel my desire.
So I listen.
I hear my heart,
my bounding pulse...
most denied,
my heaviness for you.
When I smell the intangible.
I see you..
All in all.
When I humanly sense,
mine human nature
senses you...
[The Chosen]
04/10/10
... <3 Noel
When I touch myself
I see your reflection.
In an internal mirror
that prompts me to speak.
Instead I feel your full disclosure.
So I listen.
And hear your cries,
your worries...
most concerning,
I hear your excitement.
When I taste myself
I see your erection.
Risen in me
silencing spoken words of doubt,
of hesitancy.
Til I feel my desire.
So I listen.
I hear my heart,
my bounding pulse...
most denied,
my heaviness for you.
When I smell the intangible.
I see you..
All in all.
When I humanly sense,
mine human nature
senses you...
[The Chosen]
04/10/10
... <3 Noel
The Chosen (the drive back)
>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INIaoRRKjLE <<
lay me a heaven
and let me lie there.
be my refuge.
speak no words,
so that i can hear the silence
...between our cries.
a silence that speaks of a
love untouched.
no sir, i should say
untainted-
with each anew.
lay me a rebirth.
a re-understanding
of what wasn't
until i came to you
you explored in me
and we
now us
...came with each other
04.06.10
~NT~
lay me a heaven
and let me lie there.
be my refuge.
speak no words,
so that i can hear the silence
...between our cries.
a silence that speaks of a
love untouched.
no sir, i should say
untainted-
with each anew.
lay me a rebirth.
a re-understanding
of what wasn't
until i came to you
you explored in me
and we
now us
...came with each other
04.06.10
~NT~
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