Prototype

"Some may wonder on love. wonder on him. just plain ol' sit there and deliberate on who he is and when he's coming? what he'll do and how we'll be? never knowing just exactly how fate will justify his approach, you never know what you're waiting for. let alone what you want. sometimes you're just taking aback by the small stuff, by the flutters, by the soft-spoken shouts he sends your way. what's real? what's you? and where's him? do you look left and step right...just to bump into a soul that sweeps you unknowingly off your toes. not by his vernacular. and most certainly not by his looks. but by his presence. sending off a signal you later find out is a story wrapped in itself. you later find out is a quest your sent to discover as you slowly discover yourself. slowly changing. slowly adapting. slowly falling. tripping into an undefined emotion. and undefined circumstance. who knows when what we wonder will become truth or just merely a means. a means to which the serendipitous end makes your eclectic being that one definition. makes you his "one". makes him your "type". makes this LOVE."

So yes, sometimes i sit and wonder. wonder what went wrong in life. wonder where lies the definition of true love. i have only found the answer to be there is no definition but a plethora of descriptions. descriptions filled with so many emotions. how can i know when i find him if i don't know what i'm looking to feel? i don't have that answer so i just settle by defining what im looking for in him. but i hope he knows i'm WAITING to be in that zone in 2.5 --> JUST WAITING!

MY TYPE----
"the "one" is someone who makes me want to change my ways. my type is that guy who makes me ask questions about him and want to find the answer to...he's gotta be a confident dude...and he's gotta argue, just as strongly if not stronger than me, he's gotta know when and how to listen to me and BE there for me when I need it because i tend to take the role of "being there for everyone else" so he's gotta be able to know how and when to be there for me...he's gotta have good memory and be able to remember small details that i talk about so that he can get me that present that i mentioned that i wanted months ago...or he can bring up a memory i shared in a sweet card that he makes me just because he felt like it one day. he's gotta stimulate me mentally and he's gotta be patient. and not overwhelming. he's gotta make me feel comfortable, secure, safe...like whenever i'm with him, no-one or nothing can bring me down or tear me from the happiness i feel when i'm with him...and he's gotta make me feel like i'm important to him"

(c) Dec 2006