When danger becomes dangerous (short story?)

12-02-09

So I can't tell you guys what's worse. Fantasizing about how interesting a person would be or learning they are that interesting. Both light a scorcher of a fire to your insides. It turns into this feedback loop. The heat rushes your brain and that sends out even more signals and ignites your pleasurables :). OK now that might not make any sense but hey, it's 3:30 am and a danger fire ablazes me lol.

Let's backtrack:
Scenario 1: scrolls thru Facebook with mutual friends and life comes to a halt when, a dare I say, immaculate figure X stares us back. It was the funniest thing how a picture could choke your speech and disorient your thoughts. What made it so grand was the locks of heaven that individually swung high to the wind. ::sigh::

Scenario 2: meet said X months maybe years later...a sight to see but that breathtaker that was scenario 1 defeats this scene....until danger becomes dangerous. Under the influence and under attraction---flirting commences. innocent. but flirting nonetheless.

Scenario 3: flirting continues and boils and boils. subsides. then boils whenever communication occurs. it becomes quite laboring. the thoughts held for X become a full time tenant. the interesting demeanor and blogging of X makes it worse.

Scenario 4: all hell breaks loose. X and I venture on a date...and life as it was known ends from there...X holds up to the fame. X tempts I...X sees thru I...so I did like any mere mortal and I retreated...